I haven't really fallen for anyone in quite a long time. As a transfem, I'm already restricted to gay and bi girls, meaning I can never assume that someone I like swings that way. Men are also an option for me, but that feels more risky, regardless of me being trans. I've kind of forgotten what it feels like to long for someone.
IDK, i always thought I'm lucky to be able to kiss gay and bi girls. It doesn't feel restricting to me. I'm not really into men but from what friends have told me it doesn't seem like a great option. I hope you are able to find someone to long for each other with soon.