The long nap, I think about ending it daily but I know it would fuck up my family so I don't. What will I care if I'm dead? I don't want to reincarnate as a cockroach, so I'm trying to keep karma neutral.
Please, call for help.
Here is a list of hotline support from all around the world.
You being on earth right now is some kind of wonderful magic event. Think of the odds of you being on this giant rock lost in vacuum thinking about your own condition and building a family.
Don't loose that magical spark, you're worth it :)
Becoming a hardcore drug addict. Sometimes i think fuck it why bother with uni wprking getting a whole life etc etc. Why not just fuckin give up go do heroin enjoy thr heighest heigh life can offer then die at 25.
Barbiturates. I'm over doing drugs recreationaly, and up was always my preferred direction, but sometimes just being baked and too mellow to do anything looks appealing.