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Hobbies Wednesday - what have you done this week?
  • I've been working on beating Prometheus in Hades 2 with 32 Fear. I've already taken Chronos down at that difficulty multiple times but the surface route is absolutely brutal on me -- I keep getting stuck at Strife.

  • Do you nap on days off?
  • I'm generally too busy trying to get my wife to take a nap, since she watches the toddler all day while I'm working and that kid can wear out anyone but when I get the chance, I do love a good nap.

  • DAE struggle with the identity of being on the spectrum?
  • Yes absolutely. And I’ve had to treat them with kid gloves in the process of opening their eyes to the autism all around them. Both of my parents have come around and accepted it, and are also exploring the possibility they may be on the spectrum as well, but my brothers all give me push back at the thought they might be too. Yeah okay bud.

    My extended family is a lost cause. I don’t argue or try to educate, I tell them it’s a fact that I’m diagnosed and it’s a fact that it has affected my entire life. It’s not an excuse, it’s an explanation — but THAT is not an excuse to dismiss the conversations that need to happen about how we can make society a better place for people of all neurodivergent varieties, and not just “normal” individuals.

  • DAE struggle with the identity of being on the spectrum?
  • As a late-diagnosed AuDHD (diagnosed at 31, about 2 years ago now), I still 'struggle' with my identity of being on the spectrum. I have zero doubts but the natural reaction of everyone in my life upon hearing it has been some variation of "no way, I've known you your whole life, you're totally normal" even though these same people have been the ones I compare myself to when I always felt there was something "wrong" or "different" about me.

    Now that I know more about myself through the lens of being on the spectrum, so many things make so much more sense and yet at the same time everything feels exactly the same. I'm still the same person I saw myself as before my diagnosis, I simply have a much greater understanding of why I am that way and what makes me tick.

    It's a constantly ongoing process -- Our different-ness is always expressing itself in different ways as it clashes with allistic expectations and norms, and that results in a constant journey of self-reflection and new understanding.

  • It's Tuesday, what made you happy last week?
  • My autistic toddler who hasn't said 'Dada' in months said it while she was fighting sleep during a visit with my wife to her friend's house. While I couldn't be there to hear it, I still cried when my wife told me.

  • Lindsay Ellis — Trying to Make Sense of the X-Men Cinematic Universe Timeline
  • BobbyBroccoli, Practical Engineering, Real Engineering, Mustard, HelloFutureMe, RealLifeLore, Wendover Productions, Tale Foundry, Curiosity Archive, and LegalEagle are a few channels I always highly anticipate new videos from.

  • How is your week going?
  • Mine is going pretty good. After a month in my new position at work I'm finally getting the credentials/access I need to actually get started onboarding. You might say a month is a long time to be doing nothing and getting paid for it, but I've been having a blast.

  • Sir Cletus of the many whiskers, first of his name, Slayer of Mice, Protector of the Realm and lover of snuggles

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  • No one claims that being harassed for being falsely accused of transphobia comes anywhere close to what someone else may or may not have to go through. These two things do not have to be equal for them both to be bad, and acknowledging that the former has a negative impact on the movement for trans acceptance does not in any way take away from that movement.

  • Mod That Makes ‘Baldur’s Gate 3’ Less Gay Gets Nuked After Players Revolt
  • I certainly don’t mean to shame you for what seems to be a desire to play the game without being propositioned for sex at all. That seems to me to be a completely different thing than wanting to remove a particular sexuality from the game but leaving others intact.

  • Mod That Makes ‘Baldur’s Gate 3’ Less Gay Gets Nuked After Players Revolt
  • It’s funny how much this comment mirrors the experience of LGBT people left and right. Do you think it’s not awkward for a lesbian to “have to straight up reject” their male “friends” who come on to them? Or gay men and their female “friends”, or asexuals and literally anyone.

  • Mandatory security check followed by a long travel to area of work. When do you clock in?
  • If I’m not paid for ALL the time I am required to be on-site and available to my employer (including for security purposes), I’m finding another job asap. Don’t give your time away without being compensated for it.

  • But how?
  • Indeed. It doesn’t help that anxiety has multiple causes, some of which overlap and compound each other. I couldn’t have gotten a handle on my anxiety without medication, but in my case I also couldn’t have done it without a great therapist who took the time to get to know me and help me learn the various factors that were contributing to my particular stew of neuroses. Telling me to just breathe or exercise or meditate would not have done shit for me although ironically all of those things are part of my routine now but only after a long road of trial and error and practice.

  • Legal cannabis labels inflate THC potency contained in products, executives say
  • Thanks for the tips! I’m very grateful for how cannabis interacts with my brain chemistry. I am predispositioned to stress induced anxiety and panic attacks and consuming pretty much any flower that isn’t absolute garbage will at the very least “take the edge off” and the act of preparing and smoking the flower provides an excellent opportunity for relaxation and bringing the stress levels down before even taking the effects of the weed itself into account. I’ll definitely have to start looking out for good Humulene and CBG heavy strains.

  • Rolled me up something to look forward to after work.

    Afghani Kush and Rotten Flower OG purchased at Good Crops in Hugo Oklahoma rolled up in in a Snoop Dog King Size Slim paper with a Blazy Susan crutch. Definitely looking forward to 4:20 this afternoon (ten minutes before the end of my shift but luckily I work from home)!

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    Talking trash rule

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    Psytrance @lemm.ee Colforge @lemm.ee

    25 hour Psychedelic EDM playlist on Spotify

    open.spotify.com EDM - Psychedelic

    EDM - Psychedelic · Playlist · 214 songs

    EDM - Psychedelic

    These are all tracks I’ve accumulated over years of listening through a psychedelic lens. Much of it is psytrance but there are many other genres represented as well.

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    Progalicious - EDM - 3 hours of Progresive House bangers I keep coming back to. Great for shuffling.

    open.spotify.com Progalicious

    Progalicious · Playlist · 35 songs

    Progalicious
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    Dairy rule

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    Endless Twilight - Synthwave/Vaporwave - 2 hours - Sorted by intended order

    open.spotify.com Endless Twilight

    Endless Twilight · Playlist · 39 songs · 1 likes

    Endless Twilight

    The perfect synthy vaporwave aesthetic for a late night drive

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    Reflections - A rotating selection of 20 tracks (Deep/melodic/progressive house/techno) at least 5.5mins each. Updated a couple times a month on Fridays.

    open.spotify.com Reflections

    Reflections · Playlist · 20 songs · 6 likes

    Reflections
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    I am the baby and this is my chair.

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    55 hours of Deep/Melodic/Progressive House

    open.spotify.com A Deeper Reflection, Vol. 1

    A Deeper Reflection, Vol. 1 · Playlist · 422 songs · 4 likes

    A Deeper Reflection, Vol. 1

    If you enjoy it, there’s also my Reflections playlist, a set of 20 tracks that I rotate out every couple of weeks, which then get added to my Deeper Reflections playlists:

    https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2JZh6Gp31bZs2kp1jUyvsf?si=HjGg7IWeTAOECWSO9FMMUA

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    Psytrance @lemm.ee Colforge @lemm.ee

    Major7 & Reality Test - TuTa

    Love this track so much.

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